Moody, Sad, low morale...

Haiz... jus dun noe y simply feeling moody & down today. Perhaps its due to some setback lately; project kip on failing... lotsa shitty work to follow up closely etc n etc... :( Seriously i tink i nid a break or maybe i shld start signing up for some motivation course ...?
Left the office ard 8pm wif Fayy... (in fact i called to haf last min to take e morn off 2day...) In the bus, kinda shared wif her how i felt in the company... Jus tink dat i haf sort of reached a bottleneck situation rite now. Its been 3 1/2 yrs in tis company... Though I haf been given lotsa of learning opportunities & diff kind of exposures but i tink the interest / passion for this job is dying off...
Besides tis, i oso finally muster the courage to ask her... something which i haf been very keen to noe, something which i tink i must noe! Well... its been so long & no news abt it... i believe no more chance liao... i finally got to noe wad my boss meant wad he told mi dat I will be happy wif e decision if approval is given. Its meant to cover for jobs in a particular country when there was a high turnover during dat period of time. Haiz... since no news for such a long time... i tink e replacement cld haf been found by now. How i wish the approval was granted... tis is a place where i haf nv been b4 & its somewhere which i haf wanted to go... Haiz... my dreams r shattered / it as nv been realised at all....
I no longer can see where I'll be next year at tis time in the company... instead, i c myself planning for more n more hols! I want to go Boracay during next yr CNY, US in Sept... Haiz... maybe its time i switched jobs? A job where i nid nt haf to use my brains (jus let my brains rust... be an empty coconut loh...), enjoy the sun & the sea, leading a stress-free... carefree life alone...???
Haiz... enough of negative thoughts.... i hope tomorrow will be a better day.... ;)